Some days I'm just really happy that he's mine. Well, all days, even though I can't see him :) Bryan you are my life, my world, my heart, and soul. I love you more then anything, and I can't wait to call you my husband! I love you forever and ever babe...


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Geez... things have been really good honestly. Our relationship is sooo strong now and our love is soo genuine. I am actually thankful this has happened to show us what we can do as a couple. But I really feel like I'm falling apart, just because some days this is just soo hard, and I really just need him so bad. I love him with all my heart and I just really need him sometimes... well all the time, but sometimes more then others. I can't wait til the moment I can see his handsome face and his beautiful smile again. He is my world. My everything. My life. I am thankful for what we have. I love you baby with every once of being that I have... forever and ever babe!



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So I'm still really sick... hopefully almost over it though. Bryan left today. It's hard to say so blatently, but I don't know how else to say it. I miss him already. I stayed at his house thinking that maybe he'd come back or something. Well, he didn't, he's actually in Atlanta right now. Gosh I love him soo much. Maybe I'm not ready for this yet. I'lll try again later

She needs the air he breathes



Went to work... and some dumb bitch told my manager I was a bitch. The thing is she had no reason she was just having a shitty day, and she was a fucking idiot. Went to dinner tonight for Daryl's birthday yumm..Fell asleep at Bryan's, then came home and talked on aim for a bit. We are trying to get used to talking on there again since that's the only way we will get to talk in about 6 weeks. :/ Also trying to set up video chat. Gosh this is hard. I love him so much. I at least know the times when he come back are going to be the best ever :) It's one thing to go to different schools, but different states, I'm scared. Not that anything bad is going to happen, I just hate the distance. And I am kinda scared because these are the years we are supposed to be growing the most not physically but mentally and I just don't want us to grow apart. He is my world.


she's lost without him